When I was a child I was reluctant to conform and to the extent I did conform I did so reluctantly. This reluctance produced a default for dealing with difficulty. My personal tendencies; attitude, demeanor, temperament, the inclination to react that comes naturally to me, were fixed in place by a very young child. As an adult these childish sensibilities still produce a framework on which I present myself. They produce a tendency to react, to do things a certain way because that was the…

I have goals, I choose habits and behaviors to realize them. Goals produce results and the accompanying habits and behaviors mark the landscape with my path. As a mystic there is a singular overriding goal that drives me; Divinity or to live the divine life. I believe in providence and appointment, I think that life has purpose and it is tied to the rules of providence and appointment. I find that in my life mysticism is something I can not escape. It dominates me and everything in my life…

Are there Angels, Saints, Spirit Guides? One way to find out is to ask them, to look to where they are for evidence of their existence. To have faith that if they do exist they can and do make themselves known and if they do not exist... Well I will accept that as well, on faith. My faith is a certain confidence that things are as they are and I am willing to accept that without preconception or condition. Angels, Saints, Spirit Guides, have you seen them?

It has been my experience…